Saturday, February 25, 2006 / Saturday, February 25, 2006
had been
mugging. mugging. mugging. these few days.
felt so dead. so lifeless.
I AM SO GOING TO REJOICE IN ANOTHER 4.5 HRS.
tts marks the end of the major suffering of studying management.
kill me man.
argh.
Monday, February 20, 2006 / Monday, February 20, 2006
today's MS excel exam wasnt a success. stayed up all night yesterday to finish up the undone excercises...er..except some doze off sessions larr...-_- i noe i CANNOT slp further esp when the test is at 9am..argh. somehw or rather..i was still late..so oni manage to finish 1/2 of the paper...who ask me to be super slow when it comes to the formulaes n everything...
was sitting beside han during the test..he seemed to be at a very fast pace..which stressed me like shit..told him after class abt the loss of the grey/white checkered lanyard he got me..felt super guilty..haiz..i guess he didnt feel too gd as well..bt i m glad he still consoled me, telling me he would find me another 1...=) was being guai today..its been a long time ever since i go home straight after sch le..i guess it realli time to study fer the exam..screwed up too many modules this term le..wonder wads wrong mannn. nixi elena asked me to join em at mac fer overnight studying..it doesnt seemed too futile though..in fact, i think i will end up slping dere..hurr..i am glad this sem is coming to an end.it seemed tt i dun click with any of the modules.n they r out to fail me.well. they r left with a wk though.
too bad.
Friday, February 17, 2006 / Friday, February 17, 2006
left was hellish ever since the day of my loss of hp..i
REALLY REALLY hate slping in sch's lib nw..nv knew such evil ppl exists...
juz found out like 2 days ago exams are coming next week...n to think i still had tt assumption tt nxt wk is study wk...argh..hw nice..
had a new job at swiss club...
highest paying job i ever had...wrked dere e 2nd time last evening...was beat tired..walked out of econs class 1/2 way cuz it's 545...n i realli ran to the bus stop...nice feeling to run again after so long...but aint tt nice to be running in tt panicky state..still...missed the bus..took a cab in...cuz....i guess it'll take me 2 hrs to go in by foot...
the thought of going pontini to find her after wrk diminishes as i realised
'i realli cant make it le' its been a long day..moreover..still irritated with jonathan for freaking me up on valentine for nothin...juz bcuz he tout i purposely didnt wana work..haiz..it juz doesnt pay to be kind. now i noe..still...i put his nasty remark aside n helped out at the back...cuz poor her was doin all the things alone...the others? well..those beside her doesnt seem to be of much help..nw i noe e reason fer her aging process le...
heard frm sis tt she was feelin upset abt tt freakin letter..woke up immediately n called her..but she didnt pick up..felt bad tt i wasnt dere fer her when she needed some words of comfort.. juz gt to noe wad tt complaint is abt...
freaking guest...make a big fuss over such a small matter..every1 may nt trust her tt she did inform the guest abt every detail tt she noes...but i will. cuz i trust tt she's nt some1 whom will deny n run when there's some shit to face. wadever it is...i
hope shes feeling betta...
*look at e lovely thingy on top of ur radio larrr*=p
i m juz praying tt shit stops going to her. if it does. i guess its got something to do with my bad dragon year thingy le...argh.some matters kept ringing in my head..they juz couldnt get off..esp when so many shit happened lately..fer nw. i juz wana
indulge in my exams. everythin else, we'll talk latr.
it feels tt things had changed
n i dunno y.
perhaps its time.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 / Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i've gt such a wonderful classmate.
i dun think she fits the title of classmate..shes like my joy, crapping partner, n a soulmate of mine..
she's perhaps the oni reason tt tells me 'its right to be in poly n in BFS'
pang seh-ed her several times when i promised to go out with her...some unlucky things juz hada happen tt make me break my promise..haiz..anyway..went out with her...its kinda a post valentine celebration..haha...i was late as usual..=p n poor gal hada wait fer me again...
she gt me ferrero rocher! love ya erena..muackiez. so sweet to think of buyin me smt as valentine gift..hee..well fer me...i treated her lunch at pepper lunch..we had a mini candlelight lunch k...hee..*oni she will understand* this gift of mine went dwn her tummy too fast..=( but i m glad she loved the food.
it was a great outing...shopping..our gd deals...crapping..*make up....BAG* lalala..much more much more...n gal gt her wallet at last..haha...had a tough time figuring which color n design suits her...so vexing...cuz everythin seemed niceee....eeew.
abt 7+ after i depart with erena, met her..she was dressed up as she promised to the previous day..haiz...things were ok initially. but i guess i screwed things up...tt clash of thinkings. haiz..wadever...dere goes the nice outing we've been lookin forward to..ended up at kopitiam across corpthorne. lots joined us..and left...by e end of everything..i realised 18 bottles of beer was opened. eeerr. i m surprised shes still ok by everythin..
